Sorry i didn't mean to call.
July 18, 2011 | 11:06 AM
曲：Pure Imagination - Gene Wilder
You know, I have been so confused. 7 hours before I leave Seattle, and I haven't really solved anything. Mum said I have matured, but I think circumstances caused me to. I suppose it tends to happen like that, but this feeling isn't very good, I suppose. I've grown to realise that you are a person of few words, though it seems like you talk a lot, and you tell a lot of stuff, but what you feel inside tends to stay within. Through your actions I learned to understand how you feel, and no longer hanker after you for words of reassurance. It sometimes plants seeds of doubt within me, and makes me wonder if I'm doing the right thing. And maybe, too, I just am afraid to know what you might say.
Maybe there isn't a right or a wrong, there just is what you want and don't. I never used to believe in fate, because I believed that everything you want you would have to earn it. But this time round, perhaps to make myself feel better, I'd say I'd leave it to fate.
So long, and thanks for all the fish.
velda.
